Success is a compliment
Failure a goading towards accomplishment
I'd need clones to count on fingers and toes the dwindling and rekindling of hopes
A tattered frame adorned by growing pains
Lotta situations stay relevant in rotation as I'm pacing.
Facing the itch to define my existence
Free bird in a turbulent condition
The elders don't listen due to their childhood conditions
The children don't listen cause they dislike defining fiction from nonfiction
I paint with morbid depictions on the silver linings of nimbus
Free falling to a higher condition as if impacting to my death was all fiction
Fools can be old
And sages young.
Wars fought with knives are often won with guns.
Fair isn't always fair to everyone
Can't trust em to share, so what's the fun?
Always that one bad apple that comes
Cocky 'nuff to grapple with the sun
Actions never added to a sum
Whether on a hill or a shack the shams the same
Game remarks at the chip on the chizzle
Life is hard, you need the proper tools to break through to the issue
No one wants to miss you , this dead poet raises issues
Misused and askew but still kickin flows so new
Sometimes I feel so old around all these wacky dudes
Really kinda crude how this inspiration blooms
Kick a funky tune and pagemaster the room
Poetic Snippets
Saturday, March 21, 2015
Day & Night
The sunset to me is a metaphor
An exhausted day giving way to night
Confident of the next light
The confidants are the stars
Baring witness to the cycles of the omnivores
As sure as the tide that peeks over the shore
Eroding the cultural moores
Because less is only less when you define more
The night masquerades the eyesore with her star-studded curtain
Inhabited by the lurks and the leaks
The cricket chirps and squeaks
Shadows are shallow and the nights deep
So deep the day stretches to reach
To be greeted by the population of uncounted sheep
Day and night are an enigma to me
An exhausted day giving way to night
Confident of the next light
The confidants are the stars
Baring witness to the cycles of the omnivores
As sure as the tide that peeks over the shore
Eroding the cultural moores
Because less is only less when you define more
The night masquerades the eyesore with her star-studded curtain
Inhabited by the lurks and the leaks
The cricket chirps and squeaks
Shadows are shallow and the nights deep
So deep the day stretches to reach
To be greeted by the population of uncounted sheep
Day and night are an enigma to me
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
Sorrow
Talk about regrets.
Lips to a cigarette.
Lips to a cigarette.
Bottle to the lips.
Temporary fixes on the way to being permanent.
Temporary fixes on the way to being permanent.
Fellowship of all the scarred kids
whose no two shoes were perfect.
Rejects finding a family to respect.
All too aware of the suffering and
death.
When life is a sidewalk where nothing
quite fits.
Where gnarled roots of past up shoot
from the depths.
Your abandoned family home found
slightly to your left.
When the swaying winds add to the
dismay in your chest.
Trees that share those memories you
regret.
In a realm where there's no such things
as steps.
Relived again like it was just the
other night.
Dry autumn leaves go great with
self-deceit.
Remember flaming anger and then the
drowning grief.
The triumphs and the drowning self-defeat.
The triumphs and the drowning self-defeat.
The broken-backed mother and the dad
that chose to leave.
My first love that never loved me.
When you can either numb your heart or
let it bleed.
We set ourselves apart but some parts
never leave.
The moon chases the sun on the
playground of the milky-ways leaves.
You are not alone in being conceived.
It's reaching the ending and realizing
you never left.
The kids who yearned for the last breathe.
Watching us all grow up into addicts.
The kids who yearned for the last breathe.
Watching us all grow up into addicts.
This adolescence claimed more souls
than I can fathom.
Knew growing up sucked before we had even grown up.
Knew growing up sucked before we had even grown up.
Out of body acid trips and playing in
the mud.
Staying up all night to see the sun.
Lost a lot but learned a lot of love.
Poets are born in the roaring flames
dust.
We're all looking for perfection we don't know of.
We're all looking for perfection we don't know of.
You can't know what you haven’t
touched.
Us damaged kids love but we don't love
us.
Alchemy turns stainless steel to rust.
Drinking doing DXM on the dock.
Drinking doing DXM on the dock.
The kid in me is still swimming at that
spot.
When I thought I knew it all.
Now I don't know a lot.
Faulty teacher taking student's spot.
Long way to go but a long way I got.
Finding solace in the melting pot of
thought.
Cardiovascular Wrapping
Wrap my heart like a present for the
next of kin/
Battlescarred and omnipotent/
Battlescarred and omnipotent/
Fought my loqacious battles
Grip tenacious on memories of the lost
one's faces
Let my armor fall
naked
The greatest compliment I've made yet
Walking hand in hand with my love to
the sunset
Beholden to lilac hues with spatterings
of baby blue
It's a flashback to
Plick plack platterings of raindrops
battering on the windows to calamity
My greatest triumph is also a momentous
defeat
To love so truly is the illusion of
linear time
Watch the skeins of glimmering spider
web unwind
She gazes with passion into my eyes
I fell from grace like shooting stars
littering a night sky
The last wilted petal abandons the rose
Falling uncharted into the depths of my
soul
What was once filled by her gaze now an
echoing abode
As above so below
Both moments resides side by side on
the pockmarked tapestry of time
Taking potshots in the timeless war of
heart and mind
Battles waged on the glass staircase of
my spine
Rocking Chair
All petty concerns that make the
rocking chair quake
Further biting it's grooves into the
wooden grain
Like concern is a thirst that needs a
drink
Watching water thicken as the rocking
chair quickens
An alchemy of constructed needs
Seizing victims with their sense of
being
Given a new conflict to believe in
I'm surprised that chair doesn't chomp through the ceiling
I'm surprised that chair doesn't chomp through the ceiling
Falling as a gift to the next to
believe in
The weight of that cache carried makes
the cabal cackle
Then smuts claim calamity
Taking in tallies of casualties
In all actuality heckling the hierarchy
becomes a distant heliotrope
Distant sight, far from afloat
All fantasy viewed from malaise eyes
Glimpsing a window of omniscience
slathered in fiction
Opposites oppress and manage to keep
continuance in check
Promiscuous guesses from within a
safety net of negligence
Acknowledgement sardonic tied to acts
seeming magnanimous
Fishing hook for the catfish
Too lost in others schemes that I
seemingly see due to belief
The rocking chair never rests
Material investments keep me in check with all of these debts
Material investments keep me in check with all of these debts
Autodraw the debit to pay for lifes
hedonic checklist
Happily ever after is ill-defined
All stuck in the same line
Greedy for moments and that's fine
But then we waste them claiming we need
time
Ticking clocks in my mind play russian
roulette blind
Ride the red line down my
spine
Outlining my rigid body in the rocking chair of my mind
Outlining my rigid body in the rocking chair of my mind
Thursday, May 1, 2014
Battle
Crafting the sickness like a bioterrorist
Mutate the bubonic plague, tagged like my essence and faith
Exponential potential; world is paper my mind a stencil
More like kindling for the bonfire initiative the only thing you cats burn is bon bons in infinitive You're beyond dense I float in the lazy river you call stress
Not common I have a pretense
Holographic project for reject
Sixth sense on the Atkins golden age athens on a backspin
The beats a backalley
I'm trapped in Kicked in the backdoor to the tracklist
Dropped my reality mad, cause I'm adlibz
Impale Zeus with a thunderbolt of thesis.
Damn, Mt Olympus fell to pieces
Not one for happy endings and fairytales
Unless I'm knocking a bitch up with my dragontails spyro knocking optimists off the bandwagon
I don't bite your lyrics, I wipe my ass with 'em
Disciple of rhythm suffering seizures and visions.
Within this cyclical system pistons power torturing systems.
Motions in session I'm highly disgressive, like a philosophy major with MPD.
Step into the cyclone OT, eye of the storm is my dick. Step off it.
The attentions exhausting and you speak illiterate.
You call it tough talk, I call it gibberish.
Knocking out your teeth for your fairy tale limericks.
I'm smitten with turning heads, snapping necks while I'm breaking bread.
Dead is a relative term, so far along the journey the spirits lost their burn.
Fearless in the battle for survivail, smack you joking blokes for your fake homicidally.
Homicidally honest, speak words of death to the deaf and leave them blue in the face for breathe. Spittin raps like a rhetorical game of catch, contort your internal organs ordering you to fetch.
Mutate the bubonic plague, tagged like my essence and faith
Exponential potential; world is paper my mind a stencil
More like kindling for the bonfire initiative the only thing you cats burn is bon bons in infinitive You're beyond dense I float in the lazy river you call stress
Not common I have a pretense
Holographic project for reject
Sixth sense on the Atkins golden age athens on a backspin
The beats a backalley
I'm trapped in Kicked in the backdoor to the tracklist
Dropped my reality mad, cause I'm adlibz
Impale Zeus with a thunderbolt of thesis.
Damn, Mt Olympus fell to pieces
Not one for happy endings and fairytales
Unless I'm knocking a bitch up with my dragontails spyro knocking optimists off the bandwagon
I don't bite your lyrics, I wipe my ass with 'em
Disciple of rhythm suffering seizures and visions.
Within this cyclical system pistons power torturing systems.
Motions in session I'm highly disgressive, like a philosophy major with MPD.
Step into the cyclone OT, eye of the storm is my dick. Step off it.
The attentions exhausting and you speak illiterate.
You call it tough talk, I call it gibberish.
Knocking out your teeth for your fairy tale limericks.
I'm smitten with turning heads, snapping necks while I'm breaking bread.
Dead is a relative term, so far along the journey the spirits lost their burn.
Fearless in the battle for survivail, smack you joking blokes for your fake homicidally.
Homicidally honest, speak words of death to the deaf and leave them blue in the face for breathe. Spittin raps like a rhetorical game of catch, contort your internal organs ordering you to fetch.
Monday, April 21, 2014
Stare
Solidify this stress into projectiles,
exile
Make sure this case winds up as an
x-file
Lucifer was my trial , dug him out your
eyeballs of denial
Inbetween the walls melting and the
weapons henchmen are smelting
I ought to pull excalibur out the
bloodstained mountains
Quelch the hunger thats been hunting
Catch cats between the eyes with
thoughts I'm hunching
It's all or nothing paratrooper killing
on assumption
Fast food service call me murderous
Mclovins
Endorsed by benjamin and heralded by
rusty trumpets
Distract you with humor implanting
cancer patient tumors
Efficiently recyling the trauma to my
psyche
Sharing is caring, got you inbetween my
pincers like a pisces
Life is heavy so I take gravity lightly
Beat you to death then resurrect you
just to fight me
Beat this dead horse until you like me
I find voodoo dolls exciting
Eat it limb by limb
While my eye bares a glint akin to Hannibal Lecter's twin.
Feed your remains to archibishop the 5th
While my eye bares a glint akin to Hannibal Lecter's twin.
Feed your remains to archibishop the 5th
Render you mute to keep your
confessions post-secret
If you want to be a hurdle I'll cut you
down to size so I can reach it
Nothings off limits for this evil
turned preacher
With a knack for turning gold to lead
and back
Heart of lightworker turned black due
to critical mass
Ungodly yet my alchemy still trumps
Aleister Crowley
Sow seeds and worship the tides of Mars
Bathe in alcohol and watch my flesh
evolve
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